| i miss the summer so badly...it was so much fun... i miss my whole little group that i'd hang out with from 8 in the morning to 11 at night...i miss the laughter and the arguments...the tears and the fun...Although i didn't get along with some people in that group we were all really tight. We could tell each other everything... and everyone respected everyone...it was mostly tenth and ninth graders that made up our posse(David, Bryan, Marcus, Max, Youbin, Alex, Knopf, Wastle, Grubb, Lea, Michele, Betsy, Me, Amanda, Jess, Jackie and Barb) We had the greatest of times building ROME and we had so many experiences that will never happen again... Summer 05' rocked and i really wish it would come back...
i went to the high school looking forward to seeing my friends from junior high and elementary school. But i overwhelmed myself with advanced courses. Just when i started getting on track, my uncle died from cancer...it was the worst thing that could have happened to my family...
Now its January 18th and i am stilll not back on track and im wishing for summer when we have a whole other half a school year...i need advice, my grades are slipping and im letting my life get the best of me which is unlike me...help me please....<33always Jay |